The last couple of weeks I have been more EXHAUSTED than I have ever been in my entire life!!! Many nights I have almost cried ( honestly I have cried privately) and thought how can I continue to function, work, take care of myself, Khloe and everything else a working mom and wife needs to do and try not to fall asleep at every red light. To be honest I may have been having a pitty party for myself, but this past week I realized how blessed Paul and I REALLY are! A co-worker of mine just found out his wife has cancer and she has been in the hospital for over 2 weeks. They have 2 beautiful children a boy and a girl, who are the most well behaved children I have ever heard of. This co-worker broke down in tears in my office as he was telling us the news of his wife, and it suddenly dawned on me the heavy load he was carrying around on his shoulders. He not only has to be a strong husband for his wife who is probably scared to death, he has to be a strong Daddy & Mommy for his kids. Get them to school every morning, come to work, pick them up from school, help them do their homework, feed them dinner, baths, and then all go to the hospital to visit their mommy. I was instantly humbled by how selfish I was for feeling the way I had been towards my own situation. My heart was broken and went out to him and his family for how overwhelming his stress level must be. No where in his day does he have the chance to sit and digest the news or think about what the road ahead for his family may look like...WOW, I can't even imagine how he has the mental/physical strength to wake up every day!! " Thank you GOD for showing me how small my stress/problems are compared to others. Thank you GOD for humbling me right in the midst of my pitty party, and helping me to see how good I really have it"
Again....Paul and I are truly blessed! Myself and another manager have been taking turns making dinner for him and the kids so this is one less thing he has to worry about, his kids will have a good home-cooked meal each night. I am sure we will need to be there and continue to provide dinner for some weeks to come. That is the least we can do to bless someone else in this horrible time in their lives, I would only pray and wish someone would do the same for Paul & Khloe if the role's were reversed.
Here are some new pictures from this past week ( April: no pink bouncy chair in any of these pics ;)
The new "high top" socks
The "Ballerina" socks, they came six to a pack light pink, light purple, etc.
I just love this outfit & bow combo! (notice the light aqua blue ballerina socks) :)
This is one of her new outfits Granna got her when we were in Indy w/ matching bow and all!
Daddy doing some story time with "Khloe bear"
She loves to touch every page and she tries to eat them if you let her :)
This was one of the outfits Paul & I bought her way before she was born. The shirt read "Ta-Da cuteness has arrived" with purple velvet pants...Too cute!

One of her after bath time in her new festive Halloween Pajama's...she is so tired and ready for her last bottle!
"Come on Mommy, quit playing around give me that bottle, I see it sitting on the table"
We love you guys very much, thanks for checking in on us! I will update again soon!